Overwhelmed. :>

Weekends - Not at home. So I'm not able to blog or do internet stuffs. Haha. Shooting. Shooting. Shooting. Don Bosco Church. Paseo. Palengke. Haha. Pero di pa rin tapos yung "movie". Konti na lang naman. :D Haha. Then, Teresa's despedida. Picture. Picture. Picture, nung nasa forbes na. Naemo. Haha. Didn't bring extra clothes so I didn't swim. Haha. It's 'kay. After nung pag-ikot namen (I'm with Elisa and Alyssa) naemo ako. HAHA. Amp. Sobrang naiiyak na ko. Dunno why. Sobrang pinipigilan ko na lang. Tss. Tas nung pauwi na. Yun na. Nag-bbye na ko kay Tere at naiyak na ng bongga. Kalahati 'cause of Tere. Half of it, idk. :/ Ang baliw eh. Naguguluhan na ko. WAHA:)) But, i'm okay. For real. :> I got home around 8.30 ata? Whatev. Birthday pala yung ng Tito ko. Hahah! My fave. :> Lols. Di ako napagalitan though yung paalam ko hanggang 6 lang. Dahil mas late pa siyang umuwi sakin. Hahahah! Then Sunday, shooting pa rin. :D Kila Inah naman ngayon. Haha. Grabe. Daming takes. Laugh trip eh. X) Late na nakauwi. Hahaha! Bute na lang andun siya. :P May kasama hanggang sa sakayan:D Haha.

Monday - Morning, he didn't say hi back. Damn. Nabadtrip ako. Tae. Whatev. Tas nung assembly kinausap niya na ko. So aun, 'kay na. :D First period was thrown out because of the Awarding Ceremony for Eco Month. Dang, lagi na lang walang English eh. Late. Super. Wala na. Sabog mga subjects ng Monfe. :/ Projects, iilan pa lang ang meron. Fuuu. Last week na to then exams. Tae. Pano na yung exams? :O Gaaaa. Sana maging okay. :( Btw, i'm so happy/overwhelmed/shocked/teary eyes/speechless/laughing/dont-know-how-to-react when I saw IT Soooo Yay! Haha. After assembly. Naaah. Whatev. Don't ask about it anymore. Haha. Sabog. Inaantok. Banggag. Not okay and all. Bute nung dismissal, i was somehow okay. :D Kaso na-sad for them. :/ I went home SO LATE. Amp. Sobra. May training pala si Kevin, di sinabe. Tss. Pero okay na rin:D Haha! Okaaay. When Tekee left. Saw Kurtz. Siya ginulo ko. Haha! Tas nakita ko si JF. Takbo ko sa kanya then *eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek* several times. Hahaha! Trip ko eh. Bt ba? :P TAE SIYA. GRABE. AS IN. NAKAKAINGGET:P Haha. When he left, I'm with Kurtz again. Kung san san na ko napupulot eh. Haha! Nung umalis na siya.. Wala na. Loner na ko. :| Bute dumating si Ramon!! Yay! Haha! Nagpasama ko. :)) Tas ayun. Kwentuhan:D Saya ko naman kasi shinare niya sakin. Wala lang. Astig lang. Haha. And kanina lang ulit kami nakapagusap. :D Wee;) Tas dumating sila Dann and Ysh. Tas yun ang gulo na. :)))) Mga 6 umalis na sila. After about 10 minutes dumating na driver. Yay! Umuwi na. :D


Sometimes I wonder: what am I?
I look at the stars and feel very small;
just a tiny consciousness.
But if I were as tall as a planet,
I would still be short in comparison to the universe.

I see a person twice my size
and I feel weak and fragile.
But if I were strong and powerful,
I would still not be invincible.

I see a painting by the hand of a genius,
and I feel inexperienced and ignorant.
But if I were the greatest artist alive,
it would not make me love what I do any more or less.

I see blood, running from the wound of another,
and I feel a chilling fear from deep within.
But if I walked this earth with bravery,
it would not make things less dangerous.

I see a baby, innocent and naive,
and I feel cynical and jaded.
But if I saw through untainted eyes all my life,
it would not make the world a better place.

I see a raindrop, tear of the sky,
and I feel ugly and unsightly.
But if I were as beautiful as rain,
it would not make me crystal clear inside.

There are children with cancer,
mothers who lose their babies,
people who are worse off than dead.

I wonder if I am just lucky or if the world was cruel.
But even if the world was kind or if I were dying, too,
there would still be suffering.

I weep all night, I get nightmares,
I lose myself thinking of such things.
But even if I could right every wrong,
if I could run faster
or jump higher
or be stronger,
it would not make me better or happier.

With what I have, I'll do what I like
and like what I do.
Life is good.


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